April 2010
1 post
March 2010
2 posts
Crescent Shape.
I sit upon this rock the highest point it’s called, from here you can see so clearly everything before you especially this moment which always captures me enthralled. A scene of beauty that happens every day, but one which we usually let pass us by if only we’d take time to look to the west and stare up into the sky. Watch the sun set sliding down the horizon, soon the moon will take...
Did you feel me reach in the darkness with the slightest touch of my finger to trace your lips? I wanted to stroke words that whispered from your mouth. To smooth over beautiful caress around lonely and cradle a falling sigh. I think I kissed the pictures in your mind, I think I browsed near dreams and nibbled into sweetness. Did I peruse near hopeful?
I meant to.
February 2010
6 posts
Advent.
It’s the joy we have in passing time, and the smile we hold inside- Which make us seek the new dawn along the fragile and restless line. It’s the murk we dread to walk and the sorrow we despise to choose- That set our soul to seek freedom out of darkness and sinfulness. It’s the breath of days unfolding the secret life it keeps to share which make us thrive on living within the marrow of our...
Absolute Resolution (Black & White)
Perspective sings these shaded grays awake-
Long not for the surety of your youth when absolutes were easy ground to stake: resolute positions absent of proof.Maturity brings those faded days to fore, introspection births new philosophies, incredulity that I was so sure, now aware of my mind’s monstrosities. Black black hats in westerns, bad luck from black cats, evil easily defined in...
Prequel.
Poetry will be forgotten on the bookshelf Paintings will eventually blend in the wall A long novel can rest under our pillow But where do I go?
Flowers will always get thrown away Chocolates turn into empty wrappers Songs get put back in the cd case But I have no place.
Necklaces are unclasped and hidden Expensive perfumes are washed off Letters are folded and stuffed in a drawer But nothing...
It consumes me leaving little more than hope. It...
Fake Smiles.
It was taught to me when very young to always turn the cheek, when wronged be understanding when it was my time to speak. Who needs a sword of steel when my tongue can cut you down? Transgressions to me happen anthills turned into a mound. Life’s not a liability case a courtroom with a judge. If I always look for blame my life becomes a grudge. Not dividing fault in actions in what was yours...
Syllable of Life.
I found you knelt upon the ground, kept down by the weight of your grief. Despair threatened to destroy you. No reprieve found even in sleep. Loss by far the greatest teacher, with the hardest lessons to face, to value each moment of life, in nurturing emptiness there is no solace. I know that it is hard to stand, but your not held by the weight of loss. It’s the holding on to what came...
January 2010
4 posts
Surging Whisper.
An invisible thread, ties but it does not bind, connects though it does not constrain. Beautiful in it’s simplicity, though complex is the understanding. The knots tied by hands unknown, so light it’s weight it was undetected. Gently laced it intertwines, and is immeasurably strengthened.
We wallow in nostalgia but manage to get it all...
Quand quelqu’un essaie de faire quelque chose au-delà de leurs pouvoirs connue, il est inutile de chercher l’approbation des amis. Les amis sont à leur meilleur dans les moments de défaite.
“Whether you in the Bronx and you like to spit bars and rock clubs or Mumbai...”
Feel the airy curio roam prodigiously aberrancy...
December 2009
19 posts
Work for it!
He said: One day I want to hear you sing.
She said: Can't always have what you want darling.
He said: But you see I've proven you wrong, I got something, someone I needed and that's you, or in the process to.
She said: You have to work for it! Haha.
He said: Then I'm willing to work for love, my resume is my heart and mind. I was referred to you by someone I call my God. I heard this job is called 'blessing'? I just hope I get accepted, applicable, and hired.
She said: When can you start?
He said: I've been ready and prepared, you just have to tell me what to do.
She said: The boss is telling you not to apply. She thinks you're way too qualified and too good for this job. She thinks you deserve better.
He said: Better is you.
She said: And what if it's not?
He said: There's no possible way it's not. I applied for something I know i'm set to doing.
She said: Ha, I don't know if I deserve you.
He said: Accept me and you'll find out.
She said: There's no way I could ever deny such a great person.
He said: Good so let me repeat your question. When can I start?
She said: Now.
Imprisoned In My Own Reality.
Like light red balloons dying in a fiery sky those tender words woven out of air are. Once they meant time and almost perfection. Now they are dreamy planets, comets so far. Consonants and vowels warmed delicate hands carving words from intransitive verbs of desire. Semantics of life written with body and ecstasy rekindled so swiftly that sweetest fizzy fire. As the eyes of time killed that...
Confession.
ayeeepatrick:
Truth is, I don’t go on Tumblr much anymore because it always traces its way back to you. That’s mainly the reason why I’ve been MIA. I thought that staying off would ease my mind from you circulating my thoughts every now and then most of the time. Well, my plan seems to be a complete fail, since I still think about you constantly. And to top it all off, you are fully unaware of...
We are not put on this earth for ourselves, but...
Devised to Improvise.
In the jaws of dreams, thoughts begin to chew Masticating on bitter strife, a knife cutting life Tossing and turning as the choir starts churning Paralyzed by the perils of uncertainty and fears Not fear of the unknown, just a reflex of reality A knee jerk reaction to a pale future encroaching The acid reflux that makes Truth stick in the throat Hard to swallow and hard to digest, truth burning...
Possibly leaning to shine once more.
When stars on earth die They’re reborn stars in heavens sky
Their deeds and charities abode In hearts and minds, they are bestowed
Each year the unexpected go Someway, somehow, we’re dealt a blow
Somebody’s idol, someone’s friend Who met a short and tragic end
We take with us the love they gave We walk the roads that they first paved
The inspiration from them, drawn...
Oh Snap, Almost there.
If the pearly calms of sea will cease to surge a sigh, I will swirl, this water world and sing its lullaby and if the silver water swirls swell into walls of tides, then, I will paddle, surf and steer those tidal waves- I’ll ride and if the waves of turbulence gust forth with forceful haunt, I’ll dive into the murky turf and haul my ferry’s front and if my ferry’s front...
I could but I can't
I could be the constant to your ever changing mood ~the order to your confusion I could be the happiness to your ranging attitude ~the beginning to your conclusion
I could be the peace to your acute conditions ~the light to your darkest night I could be the reasoning to your astute intuitions ~the courage to your steady fright
I could be the companion to your chosen isolation ~the proud to your...
Infamous Pathos
It’s a virus to your sanity, a sickness causing pain. It’s fueled by your vanity, infecting all that’s in its way. It’s a tidal wave of tension, swallowing everyone in its path, moving with raw intention, wanting all to feel its wrath.
It’s an eruption of your temper, sending assumptions in the sky, scolding you with its embers, believing everything you say a lie. Denying all of your reasoning...
Unclipped Wings.
You wanted to fly but they clipped your wings. A song was inside so they said, “Don’t sing.” A bird meant soar with the wind as your throne, but they built you a cage and said, “Call it home.” As a youth you thought this is how it should be, still your spirit cried out, “Please set me free!” You tried often to tell them but they said,...
Beginning of The Cliche..
You’re the one I’ve been looking for You’re my soul’s questions answered You’re my favorite mistake You’re my favorite failure
She’s away and I reach for the phone The memory, so hard to own And I tear it all to pieces, just like the rest But she’s waiting for me at the end And each temptation, each offered sin Leaves the same harsh scent burnt on my skin But each memento, each memory Leads me...
Contridiction.
I anticipated for your smile, but a frown was all I bumped to. I lingered for your voice, but silence was all I heard. I looked for your eyes, but shadows were concealing it. I gawped for your touch, but numbness was all I comprehended. I suspected your warmth but the callousness hovered over. I hindered for your simple glance but never did you look my way. I listened to your singing but all I...
Laughter's the Key?
If we can laugh, our heart-aches disappear! Our minds become freed off tensions and stress; If we make others laugh, they lose their fear, And become dear, starting to us caress. Laughter is good for both the young and old; Laughter can turn a foe into a friend; Laughter can help forget our woes, be bold; Laughter can bring to grief, an early end. Laughter is life’s most precious...
The heart is a bridge that can span the largest...
Women still remember the first kiss long after men...
Tendency of a soul so tranquil.
Words.
They say ‘actions speak louder then words’, But to me that’s just simply absurd. Actions may be a foretell to what someone can do, But words give true meanings and feelings to. With words it’s a unique language itself, And combined with the heart, it’s a endless wealth. You can say the words of love, of hate, of rejection, Or you can say no words at all, which...
I'm not looking back into the fog anymore -- not...
Intimacy or Legitimacy.
Some people want to die some people want to live some people want to take some people want to give Some people have family some people have friends some people love life some people wait for it to end Some people need the help some people help the need some people want to share some people love the greed Some people are weak some people are strong some people are right some people...
Hand in Hand.
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other’s arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other’s strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another’s distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to...
Light can be defined without sun. Sweetness can be...
Try it yourself, try to define your beauty and if you deny that you aren’t than you’re only refusing the truth; let it be spoken.
November 2009
13 posts
193. Just a little bit...
paperheartplasticdoll:
A little bit of adoration, A little bit of perfection, A little bit of affection, A little bit of luckiness, A little bit of love , A little bit of trust, A little bit of touch… Just a little bit of this, & a little bit of that; Just a little bit of everything so I know that it’s real, A little bit more for me to feel. Somebody pinch me… awake me from a bitter...
It's not the presence of someone that gives life a...
All of the pain, the sorrow, anguish, is strolled away. As though you’ve been touched by a prodigious Marvel, whose incomparable presence is the ultimate satisfaction.
Untold Story of "The Fish & The Ocean"
I have a story to tell you – it is about a fish and an ocean.
There was a Fish in the Ocean: The Fish said to the Ocean: ‘You can’t see my tears because I’m in the water.’ The Ocean replied to the fish: ‘I feel your tears because you’re in my heart.’ I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, yet I feel your pain when you cry. The Fish said to the Ocean: ‘I am here I...
When you look for the right person, you always end...
That empty void is suddenly filled by someone who has always been there, just not visible because we choose not to see them.
Why do we close our eyes when we kiss? Why do we...
Oh’, how so the decorous blissfully touches the soul’s anomalistic taste in love. Its possibly the subtlety that’s brought through that one single moment.
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you...
Honestly, I wish I could dream eternally, but I shall turn this into reality; the rarity in her beauty would only linger in her abundant happiness.
No woman ever falls in love with a man unless she...
In essence, She deserves more respect, gratitude, loyalty. etc, Than any other person.
Friendship's Rainbow.
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. And share with you it’s beauty On the days you’re feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I’m finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or...
If love conquers all, and is itself inconquerable,...
Is the realization of the immeasurable passion for one another so demolished? Or is it just that there isn’t any small amount of will to continue.
Gratification in Appeasement.
In Elementary School, 5th grade, I wrote this because I felt at one with myself, not as naive as I thought I would have been, with the help of a close friend. I thought sharing it might manifest the positive reflection that its had on me onto your daily to daily basis of life. Enjoi.
I can talk with a friend and walk with a friend and share my umbrella in the rain I can play with a friend and...
Exlutant Star.
I want you near at the first break of dawn when flowers are kissed by the dew. I need your love like the earth needs the rain, like spring needs a haven of blue. I want your smile when the bright noonday sun caresses your cheek and your hair as you walk down the rose-bordered pathway, a picture of loveliness there. I want to hear the sweet sound of your voice, to be with you where ever you are,...
Reconstruction.
I Had a very moderate, fantastic, conversation today with a self-respectable person. In Her honor, I’d like to continue writing. It’s such a mystery how we converse ourselves so easily and lose track of time with a person we just met. Seems as though I will have to go through some infrastructure of my own. So, let it begin and I hope everyone has been doing fine.
This one goes out to...
October 2009
30 posts
Never say 'I like you' if you don't care. Never...
You will hurt someone that had those feelings.
You'll Never Know.
When did my feelings get so deep Why did they take that big long leap Going from friend to crush What a rush And I don’t think she knows Since when did her smile make me go weak Since when did her tears make mine start to leak Why does this happen when I’m always so strong When people called me Superman I guess they were wrong And I don’t think she knows When she talks I cant...
The best way to predict your future is to create...
… The future is yours to mold…
True poets don’t write Their thoughts with a pen…...
I am no poet. I am no artist. I have no imagination. I’m just a guy. No different than the rest.
A love that defies all logic is sometimes the most...
Its the most simplest of things that you’ve done… that have caught me in a spinning turbulence. Accept it or not.. but I’ve grown to like you.